Picture Window

The master contractor stood in our bathroom when the walls were not yet finished, looked into the back yard
and saw the scenery. With a creative eye, he instantly knew the dimensions that the picture window needed to be
for the most beautiful view out the window. he knew they were not the exact dimensions of the
cookie-cutter house design he was supposed to build, and he didn’t care.
Looking thru the space before him he instantly knew the top line, bottom line, left and right sides
that the window must be, and he made it so.
Thank you, master builder, for your quick eye and experience.

We’re here to express our heart towards fellow humanity, despite every hint around us to do the opposite.
When you have the perfect opportunity to hurt another person with your words or actions, just when every
law is on your side and every person around you is in agreement that this is what you must do,
because it’s so obvious, so do it! Get them! That is the moment you stop, let go, and do nothing.
walk away. Or shake the person’s hand. Or give them a hug. or pay them $20 on the spot in silence.
Break the mold, break the stereotype, break the giant trough of same-ness and boringness within you
that was created by your mind and all the people around you.
You do not have to do exactly what everyone around you would do.
You do not have to do what your brain told you to do.
You can do anything you want at any time you want.
This time you want to be kind to the vulnerable.
It will open your heart, you will free them, and that act of kindness will free you.

Now how do we communicate this deeply to every human being in the united states of america, and all over the world?
How do we make everyone understand this is their new goal?
Look for every opportunity to do the OPPOSITE of what everyone else is doing.
* when everyone is laughing and carrying on, you stop – because it’s dumb and boring
* when everyone else is serious and worried, you’re happy because finally something new is happening.
* when everyone is praising the rich person, you belittle them for not looking past themselves, for bragging
and showing off, for not donating to charity. You see them as small when everyone thinks they’re large.
* when everyone is belittling the poor person, you encourage them with human connection, honesty,
truth, love, compassion, providing for their immediate need.
If it helps, you can think of them as you. What do you want and need, since now, you are them?
Why doesn’t anyone treat me right, you think to yourself? Just one person?
YOU are that one person, and right now is the moment you treat yourself (them) that best right way.
With an open heart, and right action. You’ve wanted it for so long – now you finally have it.
You have it by giving it.
You will feel something great in your heart that you never felt before.

These things I realized in a split second when I was suddenly woken up by my wife in bed as she
shouted something in response to a bad dream. it woke me from a deep sleep immediately, I was
someplace else, coming back into this body not in the normal order. I knew things about this life
for a moment that I don’t normally know, I saw what life was about, and how shallow it really is
for us when we don’t live with our hearts, and we don’t, most of the time. 99% of the time.

I am not a criminal this lifetime because I love you. I don’t want to live a double life filled with lies
and deceit. I think I became very good at crime in other lives, but it hurt my heart so badly,
I will not do that in this lifetime. I’m so lucky I got to live my life this lifetime without any
connection to that bogus world. I love how this world works, Thank You great emancipator
for letting me out of such a horrific trap I found myself in, in the past.
I am free from that trap, and working my way out of nicer traps of life, slowly, surely.
Thank you life for my joys and my loves, my family and my friends, my invisible helpers who are all around
even though I almost never see them. I love them, and the one life I see I am inside of.
It’s so simple, with one rule, that is love everyone around you, and act that way at all times.
My brain can’t imagine I could get away with it, but my heart says keep trying.
Finding new ways and niches and moments is a good start; keeping it foremost in mind is a good start;
eventually every word, every action, every expression will be all light, all love, and as a result,
it will be all power. Life can be mastered, it has been done before, the formula is so simple,
and you can do it, and you will do it. you can do it immediately, and you can take your own time.
Life loves you that much, unconditionally.


Dark Matter and the 7 Levels of Matter

The “dark matter” the scientists are discovering in large quantities in space now, I believe to be etheric matter. I’m excited they’re discovering it, because it would be great if science acknowledged the existence of 4/7’s of the matter that exists in our physical world.

There are cosmic elements in our galaxy that are made of nothing less than etheric matter; nothing solid or liquid or gas, only higher forms of matter that we call etheric matter.  In fact, there are all-etheric planets even in our solar system. Some ancient writings refer to 12 planets in our solar system, but we only know of 9 planets today (8 if you don’t count Pluto, however I consider Pluto to be a planet).  Just because a planet doesn’t have solid material causing a huge amount of gravity pulling on the orbits of the other planets in the solar system, doesn’t mean it can’t exist! Maybe its super-subtle-consistency allows it to be located in other areas besides the typical “planetary plane” – the 2-D area that most of our typical solid planets exist in today.  Maybe these lighter-than-air planets can move around to any location within the solar system. The planetary plane is only there because the visible planets are made of physical matter, with their own gravity, innately tied to each other because of it, and have to find harmonious cooperation amongst each other somehow, at the distances they chose to be from the Sun; the center of our solar system.

The physical world that we live in has 7 sub-levels to it: everyone knows the first three; solid, liquid, and gas. But there are 4 more that are more refined than those; lighter than gasses, for example.  These other four do not have names yet, we simply refer to them as ether 1, ether 2, ether 3, and ether4 — where ether 1 is the most subtle of all.  So, the chart from most subtle to most solid would look like this:

  1. ether 1
  2. ether 2
  3. ether 3
  4. ether 4
  5. gas
  6. liquid
  7. solid

All of these are considered part of the Physical plane.  They are completely separate from the other planes like the Astral plane, the Mental plane, the Intuitional or Buddhic level, and so forth.

We already know of some of the things that exist in these levels, we just haven’t connected the dots yet.  For example, electricity and lightning exist in the etheric levels.  Radio waves are a vibration of etheric levels.  Magnetism and Gravity are very observable and reproducible effects happening on these etheric levels.

If you take these concepts into consideration when reevaluating spacial concepts like Dark Matter, and other behaviors observed in the galaxy and in the universe, more of it starts to make sense.

The scientists of the world — maybe you — will some day discover these etheric levels existing separately from the 3 commonly known forms of matter (solid, liquid, gas).  Some day.

Evaluating Your Own Motives

As you become more sensitive to the higher worlds and inner forces within you, you will start striving to do work that is not motivated by your lower bodies, not self-serving, not thought up by your lower mind. Your best work is influenced by your higher self. But down here on the physical plane it’s not always easy to distinguish between lower and higher motives, plans, and ideas.

Here is one trick that I use sometimes. I have a big framed picture of a Great One on my wall in the room where I meditate. I stand just in front of the picture maybe 2 feet away, looking at it, and formulate the thoughts of what my plan or decision is and say it out loud (or say it in my mind). And I try to be aware of the feeling, of the reaction, that I feel from saying it. Sometimes I feel that the picture is “frowning” at me, rather than smiling.  Of course the picture is not changing, just my perception of it; it’s very subtle.

You know when you say something to your friend that they disagree with, that uncomfortable conflicted feeling that comes between you? I feel a subtle version of that feeling when I do this if my plan is not in line with nature, with my higher self. I can sense if it is the wrong decision or the right one. I can usually tell if it is good and helpful, if it will end up being harmful, or if it’s just neutral and pointless. Sometimes I take the action anyway regardless; then observe the outcome and see how it matches up with what I intuited from this exercise.

Start with a physical picture of a Great One who means something to you.  Eventually the picture will live inside of you, and you can hold any plan in your mind and sense the rightness/wrongness of it. It’s a very subtle feeling though; all of our strong feelings cover up these internal feelings, making it hard to know what the right thing is to do. But you do have this mechanism of question & answer inside of you right now!  It’s just a matter of becoming sensitive to it by not overwhelming it with ordinary feelings and thoughts that cover it up and override it.

In this way you can do the highest work in our world, driven by your inner purpose, for the good of all, if that’s what you’re interested in doing.

If someone is talking or shouting incessantly in your room, you can’t hear the beautiful music that is playing.  Stop the shouting and talking.

The Truth About Sleeping

Actually, I want to share … a secret with you.

Sleep isn’t what you think.

We say that when you “go to sleep” you have “dreams” (the Astral plane); then you “wake up” back in our physical world. But is that really the right way to think about it?

We know that the Astral plane is a higher, more subtle level than the Physical plane; and the Mental plane is higher still.

The truth is, going downwards to the Physical plane is the real falling asleep! Rising up to the Astral, Mental or higher levels is the real waking up.

Who would have thought that this “real world” we live in, which feels soooo real and soooo scary sometimes, is actually closer to sleeping? I think this is why movies like The Matrix and Inception strike such a chord in us.

Sleeping, awakening; I guess our language has it backwards today.

Simply Living Life Uplifts Matter

Just by living our lives on the physical plane, our bodies are transmuting matter from lower forms to higher quality – from solid/liquid to etheric, emotional, mental levels of energy.  You do this naturally, every single day. You eat food, and feel feelings, you think thoughts, make plans. You send greetings to other people, which helps them form higher thoughts and feelings themselves.

The higher matter we create this way stays with the Earth.  It’s just higher quality matter, available for other people to use and appreciate, long after we pass away.

If you meditate and uplift your own body-cells even higher, that’s even better – but even if you don’t, the basic actions of just plain living helps a lot in the world. People don’t usually realize that.

If you use Joy energy to cure yourself of illnesses, you’ve converted the germs and microbes that once were your enemies into powerful allies and co-workers. Maybe they even bring skills at abilities (at their level) that your body didn’t have before.  Instead of cooperating with darkness, those little lives are now working for the light. They’re better off, and you’re better off – a win-win scenario.

You are naturally the bringer of light.

You are a spark of light.


As Above, So Below

There is a principal you’ve probably heard about, but you may not have realized the depth of the saying:

As Above, So Below

I’m quickly realizing the weight of this message.

The things we do on the physical plane can have large impact on the abilities we will have in the higher worlds, the places we can go, the people we can meet, and the things we can do there.

Creating a Foundation for the Higher Worlds

For example, if you have absolutely no experience with science, let’s say, on the physical plane, then you can’t really be involved in the more advanced levels of science in the higher worlds; because you have no basic knowledge, no foundation to build from. Even the littlest learning you do on the physical plane is useful, even if you never “put it to use” on the physical plane. This is why reading books and learning new things is so important, even if you never “need them for real” on the physical plane.  It can be really fun to learn new things, see new people, visit new places, and learn more and more about the world we live in. Not everything we do has to have a preplanned purpose or goal to accomplish.

One time, after I had just read and absorbed the HTML web formatting language from a document when the Internet was still fairly new, I was so excited about it.  That night I experienced a dream where I was late to “class”, on the Higher Mental plane. The teacher spoke strongly to me, as the last student to enter the room when he was already speaking, he said “you are late and disturbing the class.  What are you going to do to make up for this?” And with no fear whatsoever I replied, “I will teach the class HTML,” with the implication that it is something from the physical plane.  Everyone in the class made sounds of happiness and excitement at the thought of learning HTML from me, because they had heard of it, but did not know anything about it yet. The teacher seemed to accept that answer, and I knew I had to teach a class now in the upcoming nights, which was going to be work I didn’t expect to have to do.  But I love teaching.   I don’t have any memory of teaching HTML up there.  I hope I did a good job.

Writing down dreams in the Astral plane

When I wake up in the middle of the night, I write down my dreams in a journal.  Doing this for so many years has had an interesting side-effect I never expected:  Sometimes when I wake up, I think, “hey I was just writing my dream down – but THAT was a dream too!”

After thinking about this for a while, I realized that what I experienced was:

  1. I had an interesting experience

  2. I woke up from that experience, grabbed my journal, and wrote it down by reciting it step-by-step in my mind

  3. Then I woke up FOR REAL, and realized “dang! I was dreaming that whole time!”

Wait a minute, I’m certain that I woke up in step 2 — but then I woke up AGAIN in step 3?  Two waking ups…

This is how I know I experienced the original experience on the Higher Mental plane.  In step 2 I woke up from the Higher Mental plane down to a lower plane called the Astral plane.  Then in step 3 I woke up from the Astral plane (the normal one that people “dream” in), to the Physical plane, right here, where we normally eat and breathe and live.

So — my physical-plane practice of writing down my dreams had a memorable affect on the higher worlds!  Now when I’m in the Astral plane, I write my dreams there, too; that’s very interesting.

The true benefit of this is:  It might be too difficult to bring back a specific memory from the Higher Mental plane all the way to the Physical plane. But I found an intermediate step somehow – I write it in the Astral plane, recalling every part of it, so that when I wake up physically, I got it!  I remember it clearly.

This is the multidimensional version of repeating a phone number in your head over and over, until you can find your phone and dial the number.  (I guess that doesn’t happen so much anymore, thanks to mobile phones; but in the old “land line” wired telephone days, that was a thing.)

Sometimes I lose a little going from Mental to Astral, and again more things from Astral to Physical. There just are some concepts that don’t translate down to lower levels, sometimes. But a surprising amount makes it through. I think with proper purification (physically, emotionally, mentally) and more practice I will be able to retain more information, and lose less of it on the return trip.


Intuitional Level

Some people are learning to master their physical body.

Some people have mostly conquered physical body control, so that’s not as interesting to them anymore; now they are learning to master their emotional body.

Some people have mostly conquered the physical and emotional parts of themselves, so the mind is more interesting to them – they are learning to master their mental body.

What is there to do after that?

The next level is the Intuitional level.

When you are beginning to reach the Intuitional level, it’s like being born as a baby all over again. You can feel intense energy pressure, and it’s really hard to open your eyes; at first you can only open them for 1 or 2 seconds.

You’re awake and conscious enough to hear other people talking nearby, even with your “eyes” closed.  You can hear your “parents” on this higher level who are watching you and love you very much, more than any other love you’ve felt. You can clothe yourself in anything you see fit.

When you’re back down here on the physical level you can actually see the sun shining within you, in your mind’s eye, especially when relaxing to go to sleep.

If you are Mentally focused and are super good at physical activities and emotionally connecting with every type of person in the world, it’s time to go further.  Let your heart lead you, even when your mind disagrees with the decision. Try it, at least, and see where it gets you. Thank your mind for giving you a quick bunch of thoughts on the matter, and reassure it that you’ll consider all those those ideas; but right now you’re going to follow something greater than your mind without logically thinking through it.

It’s a kind of instant knowing, coupled with action. Follow your heart and see what happens.

This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius. Let the sun shine in….

The sun is shining in a place without any clouds.

This is the true meaning of being born again.

Night Terrors are Astral

Night Terrors

Night terrors are lower astral dreams where you stay connected to the astral world even after you wake up for a little bit. I had them every night for a couple of weeks as a child, it was the worst thing ever. I was probably around 7 years old. I would still be connected to the dream for 10-15 minutes after waking up crying, I remember sitting on my dad’s lap as he was trying to help me without much success; the visual movies I was seeing were brighter and more powerful than the brightest TV set in the physical world; and they connected to me emotionally; it was much scarier than anything I’ve ever experienced in the physical world. I would flinch when something flew at my head, in this visual nightmare in front of me, with my eyes wide open.

One time my dad was holding me in the middle of the night to try to reassure me. He asked me to tell him what I was seeing.  I couldn’t really explain it. It didn’t have the words for what I was seeing and experiencing. The closest thing I could say one time was, “there’s way too many pennies, they’re all falling and going to hurt me!” and that was about it.  I don’t remember much more about them, but those 2 weeks were really the worst experience growing up. I dreaded going to sleep every night for many weeks after that.

Stopping Night Terrors

Smelling eucalyptus oil really helps. My father figured this out. Eucalyptus oil successfully disconnected me instantly from a night terror, one time. I took one deep breath with my nose over the bottle’s opening, and with half an inhalation, the dream was GONE.  This trick didn’t work as well at other times, but it always seems to help somewhat. Peppermint oil should also be very good. You want pure oils that have no other ingredients. The place I buy my oils from is the White Mountain group bookstore, but there are many other sources of pure natural oils.

Try Not To Feel Fear on the Astral Plane

I know that the way the lower astral plane works, if you show fear, the dreams take advantage of that.  If you’re running away from “danger”, and you’re worried it’s going to catch you, then you’ll hear it getting closer, no matter how hard you run; or you won’t be able to run very fast (like running thru mud); if you don’t want to see a danger, you squinch your eyes closed as hard as possible but you somehow still see through your “eyelids” (you don’t have eyelids in the Astral plane) – so you can’t stop seeing whatever it is.

Practicing Controlling the Astral Plane

As I got older, I learned to control my emotions on the Astral plane. The more I was able to control myself, the more I controlled the entire experience around me – sights, sounds, people, objects, ground, sky, everything.  It can be scary and difficult, especially at first; but definitely worth practicing if you have nightmares or night terrors.

Do you or anyone in your family have experience with night terrors?  What helped stop the night terrors? Are there any tricks you figured out that you wish you knew when they first started?

Your comments below may help other people in the future who go through this scary experience.

Musical Tone Prevents Horrible Car Accident

It was very late at night, like 1 or 2 AM, many years ago, when I lived in a small town in northern Arizona. I was driving home from a friends house or from the movie theater, or something like that. I had not been drinking at all, but was very tired; exhausted. I just wanted to get home.

Almost nobody else was on the road at this late hour. Just me, the street lights lighting up the darkness with their reds and yellows and greens, that one oncoming car in the far distance, and me in my car traveling along.

The light was green at the intersection I was approaching, no reason to slow down. The lights generally don’t change on this major road unless a car triggers the light to change by approaching from the cross street. So I knew the light would stay green for me the whole time I went thru the intersection.  I have lived here for years, I’ve driven these roads hundreds or possibly thousands of times before. The lone oncoming car was safely in its own lane, two lanes over from me (there was a center “turning” lane separating us).  They were going about as fast as I was, probably around 25 or 30MPH.

All of a sudden I heard a clear distinct musical tone in my ear – it was IN my ear, not coming from mycar, not coming from outside, but coming from somewhere inside of my head.  Not loud, but very clear.  It sounded like a clean electronic tone (like a sine-wave) of a single musical note, a very pure sound. Like something I recall from playing with an electronic tone generator at the university. It sharply began and sharply ended, without fading.  It lasted about 1 second.

The instant I heard that tone I felt a feeling and a strong thought occurred to me (all at the same time) that told me: PRESS THE BRAKES RIGHT NOW LIKE YOU’RE GOING TO STOP THE CAR.

It was not a voice. It was a feeling, like when you have your own realization about something – maybe you just realized you left the oven on, or the pot is boiling over on the stove; that urgent feeling that makes you jump up from what you’re doing and run into the kitchen to deal with the situation. The instant the thought-feeling hits you, you know exactly what’s going on; long before you arrive at the kitchen and see it in person. That’s how I felt from the feeling-thought that hit me in this moment.

I instantly followed my own thought-feeling – I pressed the brakes very hard, the nose of my car leaned forward from the stopping force; while I could clearly see the light was still green for me, there were no pedestrians or bicycles around, no cops, no bad weather, and no other cars besides the one coming the other way, which my brain said was still in it’s own lane. Except now it was turning sharply towards me. Crossing the yellow dividing line, suddenly darting in front of my car making a sharp left turn onto the side-street on my right, smoothly and evenly. The other driver never once noticed me or my car as they passed maybe 8 feet in front of my car at the closest.  If I hadn’t pressed the brakes at the right time, we would have had a near-head-on collision.

As soon as the tail of their car cleared the side of mine I let up on the brake and accelerated back up to speed and continued on my way as if nothing happened. No squealing brakes, no tone in my ear, just smooth operation of 2 cars and 2 humans, like a ballet with perfect timing. I wasn’t mad. I simply fit in with the situation to the most appropriate amount of movement and timing, and non-movement and non-timing.

My brain didn’t even have time to ask “WTF are you stopping for? Why would I do that? There’s no logical reason, why are we doing this?”  My brain also realized I would NEVER have had time to avoid a collision if I pressed the brakes only after my brain said to do so – by then it was way too late. And that’s often the way our mind works; first, annoyed by something that makes no sense; then, humbled by the unseen reasons behind the thing.

The oncoming car never saw me, made its turn at normal turning speed, and continued on its journey in oblivious safety.

I think that is called good karma. For the other person and for me.

And as a scientist, I have been thinking about this happening for all of my life since then.

I learned that there can be a Tone that calls your attention immediately. That relays a mental message with emotional content, that is 100% believable as much as your own impulse is to yourself when you make a decision and act on it. I think maybe the thought and feeling traveled on the sound wave of the tone.

I realized that some kind of being must have sent that tone to me. Because it wasn’t me (the lower me). I would NEVER have thought to slow down at a green light with nobody around except that 1 car that was still in its own lane, like thousands and thousands of cars passing me that stayed in their own lanes so many times in the past. No, some kind of entity helped me to not smash full-speed into an oncoming vehicle at 1 or 2AM with nobody else around.

What plane of existence did that message come from? The Astral plane? The Mental plane? Maybe it was from an Etheric level?  Etheric is part of the physical plane, it’s matter, just more subtle than regular matter; for example magnetism and gravity are etheric forces. More subtle than solids, liquids, and gas.

Who sent me the message? An Angel? A friend? My higher-self? A spirit of some sort on the road, or in the neighborhood?

Why didn’t they send it to the other driver, the one actually making the mistake? Maybe I was easier to influence than they were? They were probably more asleep at the wheel than I was, at 2AM.

Whoever sent it – are they watching me always? Or did they just happen to notice this time? Were they attracted to a location/situation/time where a horrible incident would occur to someone that doesn’t deserve it, just at the exact moment, and with the proper skill to completely help? How did they know that this small gesture would be enough to save the moment, and that something stronger wasn’t needed? I’ve never followed an action suggested by a tone before or since this event. How did they know me well enough to know it would work?

I did not deserve to have a horrible car accident that day. Neither did the other driver. I’m so thankful for that.